Jerusalem Sabbatical

I originally created my blog to post my reflections on my sabbatical experience in Jerusalem in 2006. I have also used it to post my thoughts and ideas about being a church for the next generation. Now I hope to use it to blog about my third time in Israel, volunteering with Bridges for Peace!

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

CHIC 2009: UNDONE!

This was the theme of this year’s CHIC, the Covenant Church’s triennial youth conference that was held again at the University of Tennessee in Knoxville. 5500 Covenant youth and leaders participated from July 12-17, and of the four CHIC events I have been to, this was by far the most meaningful and moving one for me. This was due in part to the theme itself: how each and every one of us needs to be “undone” from all of the influences, expectations, pressures, and assumptions from the world around us, from our culture, the media, friends, family, our warped views of God, and even our self-image. When this happens--when we get real and honest before God and others--we embark on a continuing process of becoming more like Jesus Christ.

It was also due to the fact that the six guys in my small group came alive as never before in their relationship with Jesus! From the first Mainstage worship event on Sunday night, these guys were impacted in a powerful way, and the rest of the week was all about their transformation and increasing desire to worship and serve our great God. It was phenomenal! Very emotional, humbling to witness, and a privilege to be part of. I can say that in the ten years I’ve been volunteering with Sr. Hi students, this was the most significant, meaningful, and FUN time that I’ve had with our youth.


The week began, as I said, with our first Mainstage event, where the CHIC band led us in an awesome, sense-filled, energetic time of worship. This was our first introduction to the new songs that we would be singing all week, which tied in well to the theme of “Undone.” We were also introduced--via live satellite--to the three students who had gone to Thailand to see first-hand how much the Covenant World Relief offering taking place later in the week would help the people of Thailand.

Erwin McManus, pastor of Mosaic Church in Los Angeles, CA, delivered the first message on being courageous enough to let God “undo our lives” so we can be free to live the lives He has dreamed for us. He challenged the crowd, saying how too many students have given up on their dreams, or were living dreams that were far too small. He said: “If your dream became your life, would the world become a better place? Don’t sleep through your dream!”

The following nights, our mainstage speakers were: Shane Claiborne, co-founder of “The Simple Way,” an intentional community in Philadelphia, and prominent activist for non-violence and the homeless. He called students to shape their lives around the love of Christ, using his experiences living with Mother Theresa as examples of how to live this life of selfless love. “There are Calcuttas everywhere, if we’ll only have eyes to see. Where is your Calcutta?” He challenged all of us to get beyond the encultured Christianity we’ve become accustomed to. Holding up the Bible, Shane said, “This book has gotten a lot of people in trouble. I have no idea how we Christians have become so normal in such a messed up world.” When we meet Jesus, He messes us up! “Christians were never meant to be normal. The Kingdom of God is different from the patterns of this world.” All of us need to be “undone” in how we too often think about Christianity and how we view the world around us.

Steven Furtick, 29 year old pastor of Elevation Church in Charlotte, North Carolina. He told how one sentence from the book, “Fresh Wind Fresh Fire,” changed his life and later the lives of thousands: “I despaired at the thought of my life passing before me without seeing God move greatly on my behalf.” Furtick said, “God really undid me! He started to unravel my motivations.” Steve said he suddenly knew he wanted to start a church that would reach thousands of people, especially those not acquainted with Christianity. The result: Elevation Church has grown from seven families “sold out to this audacious vision” to more than 5000 people in less than four years! Furtick declared, “I want you to know that God’s promise is bigger than your ‘perhaps.’”

Judy Peterson, campus pastor at North Park University. She shared a powerful, life-altering message that encouraged students to stop hiding behind a facade. She quickly highlighted a core problem confronting both teens today and adults today: living lives of pretense out of a fear of rejection. “We all have one big basic fear: if we are found out, we will be rejected. Christians are often the best pretenders in this game.” Even in our churches, our mess is often hidden. But when sin is not hidden, something amazing happens. In an incredible demonstration of what this means, Peterson did something that exposed one of her biggest fears. She first shared her insecurity about being seen without makeup, especially by her husband, for fear that he might not love her as much. She compared this to lives that try to mask what is underneath. She then took a wet washcloth and, in front of the packed arena, projected on three huge jumbotrons, she scrubbed off all the makeup she had worn to the service! Holding up the dirty cloth for all to see, she said, “This is what we hide behind. It isn’t beautiful. The only hope we have is to stop pretending--to strip away the stuff.” She closed by reminding everyone how God is our loving “Abba” (our “daddy”); one who calls us “beloved.” He will never let us go because “nothing can ever separate us from the One who calls us ‘beloved.’”

At this point, a huge cross was brought onto the center of the arena and hundreds of students streamed to it to make commitments before the Lord. I joined three of the guys in my small group as they knelt in heartfelt surrender to God, full of tears and emotion and joy at the amazing love that they deeply grasped is available to them in Jesus. I laid my hands on each one and prayed for them; for what they have been and for what they will now become through this transforming experience at CHIC.

Efrem Smith, pastor of Sanctuary Covenant Church in Minneapolis. In the final Mainstage worship service, Smith commissioned all of us to return to our “undone” communities and make a world of difference in them. “Go back pouring out God’s amazing love. Go back and be an example of God’s forgiveness. You aren’t going back alone. We don’t have to carry the weight of the world on our own. We just have to have the courage to do it. Do you have the courage?” Smith concluded with a story about the African impala. Even though this animal can jump and leap incredible distances, in a zoo it can be kept caged by a simple three foot wall. Why? Because, not being able to see where it is landing, the impala won’t jump. It doesn’t have faith. This is what our lives are like, and now we need to figure out what is the three foot wall that is keeping us from going where God wants us to go. Is it pride? Selfishness? Low self-esteem? Hurt? Something somebody did to you? Whatever it is, we must jump over the wall! “Don’t let a three foot wall keep you from what God has for you!” Smith yelled, daring everyone in the arena to jump repeatedly. “Jump! Jump up! You need to jump! If you want to say yes to God’s call on your life tonight, I DARE you to jump!”

The night also focused on giving to an “undone” world: students gave $109,327 in the special offering to be used for sustainable mission projects in Thailand!

It was also announced that during the week, students packed nearly 428,000 meals through “Feed My Starving Children” to be distributed to people around the world who suffer from extreme hunger. Our students participated in this unique activity on Wednesday, and together with several other youth groups, our team alone packed enough meals to feed 126 children every day for an entire year!

But all this was just the evening part of CHIC! The mornings were equally rich, powerful, and challenging. Keeping with the “Undone” theme, we were confronted each day with various relationships in our lives, and how each one must be undone in order for us to get real and grow better in relationship to Christ. We looked at our relationships with ourselves, with God, with the world, and with others. Each one of these was very intense, very interactive, very challenging.

During the relationship with ourselves focus, every CHIC student went through a seminar on “Lust-Free Living.” This was the most up front, raw, and real presentation for guys on sex that I have ever heard. It also had a gutsy, hope-filled message, based on a solid biblical view of human sexuality, that had a major impact on my small group. A focus group on our identity was offered on the day we looked at our relationship with God. Klyne Snodgrass, from North Park Seminary, stressed how important it is not to let anyone or anything else form our identity, but to consciously take charge of our identity and, ultimately, let it be shaped by Christ. The day we focused on our relationship with the world, the issue of human trafficking was highlighted as an example of the necessity of working for justice on a global level if we are serious about following Jesus. Soong-Chan Rah, also from North Park Seminary, helped us understand how social systems are created, and how we must work to dismantle--undo--evil ones, like human trafficking. Then the students were given some practical ways to do this. One was to write letters to U.S. Senators, asking them to support efforts to undo this terrible inhuman reality around the world. By week’s end, nearly 2500 letters had been written by CHIC participants! Various forums offered students opportunities to learn about other issues and ways to respond to global systemic evil. As we explored our relationship with others, we viewed four individuals in “boxes” and were asked to write down our impressions of them.

Of course, stereotypes, first impressions, and personal prejudices formed most of our answers--and we quickly learned how totally wrong we were in every case! As the morning continued, we were again challenged to reach out to people who are different, in spite of appearances, fears, and prejudices. We went into this more deeply through more forums that students could choose from. By the end of the week, we certainly were UNDONE through these thought-provoking, emotional, transformational sessions.

A unique afternoon offering also impacted everyone at CHIC who saw it. We were privileged to preview a new movie that will be released next January, “To Save A Life.” It deals honestly and vividly with the issues facing high school teens today, and at every showing of the film, there wasn’t an empty seat in the theater. The movie tells how a popular star basketball player--the envy of everyone on campus, with the pretty cheerleader girlfriend, a full scholarship to college, and everything going for him--has his life turned upside down when a former childhood friend commits suicide. Issues of peer pressure, popularity, cliques, bullying, cutting, suicide, sex, divorce, and abortion are addressed vividly and realistically in the film, in all of their complexity. Many students were once again “undone” and will return home wanting to provide a different presence on their school campuses this fall as a result of viewing this movie. Check out the website: www.tosavealifemovie.com

Of course there was more--much more! But I really can’t include anymore in this blog! It was against the backdrop of all this stimulating, dense, provocative content that Kyle, Clinton, Ty, Austin, Colin and Luke grew richer in their spiritual lives and closer, more in love, and more intensely with Jesus. We also grew closer as a small group, and I’m so glad that we still have two more years of high school to be together! The questions, the confessions, the grace and love that was offered and received, the insights, the hopes and desires they now have for their lives, for their school, for our church, and for our world--all of this poured out of these guys during the week. They threw themselves into unrestrained worship, feeling totally free to express outwardly all that the Holy Spirit was doing inwardly to them, fully engaged in whatever was offered to give themselves to God. You can imagine how hard it will be for all these students who experienced such evocative worship at CHIC to return to their home churches and to what, in most cases, are much more restrained, controlled, and “orderly” worship experiences!

My question is: what would happen all across the Covenant if we allowed these young people to set the tone and the pace for our churches--in every way--based on how they came to understand and experience “church” through CHIC? What if we seriously embraced the insights, the energy, the new passions, and the fresh awarenesses that now fill the hearts and minds and lives of our Sr. Hi students? How would our worship services, our ministries, our priorities, and our budgets be “undone” if we followed the lead of these young people? Think how differently our churches and we Christians would be perceived by the culture around us, especially since we learned at CHIC that church is the LAST place many people in our culture want to be, and how we Christians are perceived as anti-gay, judgmental, and hypocritical (not loving, Christ-like, and grace-filled). Think of the transformation every Covenanter would experience if all of us were willing to be “undone” with the same clarity, honesty, and raw reality that our students experienced at CHIC? What if all of us left our worship services every week with this message ringing in our ears:

And now as we go on our way, may Jesus undo our watered-down, sanitized and sugar-coated faith, so that we may follow Him into a heroic life where our comfort zones are undone, so that we are not afraid to become countercultural and counter-comfortable. Holy Spirit, reveal a God who is bigger than all we can figure out and who loves us beyond what we can imagine. Give us the courage and the commitment to work together so that none of God’s work remains undone.
(nightly benediction following Mainstage at CHIC 2009: Undone!)

IMAGES OF CHIC 2009: UNDONE!

On our way to Tennessee. We flew directly to Knoxville this year, not Nashville-followed by a 3 1/2 hour bus trip to the university!

Our small group. What awesome guys I have!

Some CHIC silliness! Opening night with our basecamp group. Danae and Mike were the victims in this little game...

Ty and Kyle went all out and bought an entire "Vols" outfit! (Vols is the team name of this Tennessee school - stands for "Volunteers")

Morning base camp meeting.

"Our relationship with ourselves." On Monday, this focus topic addressed the many ways we allow other people, ideas, the media, preconceptions, and even our own self-image to dictate who we are.


"Feed My Starving Children," a ministry from Minnesota. Our group packed food packages for 90 minutes on Wednesday afternoon, enough to feed 126 children every day for one year!


Forums were held every morning, related to the topic of the day. On Thursday, we went to "our relationship with others." The leader was Eugene Cho, pastor of Quest in Seattle.


Students responded emotionally and artistically to the issue of human trafficking with clay, drawings, poetry, Facebook comments, prayers, etc.

CHIC students wrote nearly 2500 letters to senators and Canadian officials, requesting them to do all that they can to stop the horror of human trafficking.

David Crowder Band performed at Mainstage on Monday night.

Shane Claiborne, Mainstage speaker on Monday night.

The three Covenant students and their leader who went to Thailand to see firsthand what our CHIC offering would do to help the ministry in that country.

One of two faces of Jesus painted by an artist during our time of singing with the CHIC band.

The free and unrestrained worship at CHIC!

Friday, July 10, 2009

DEVOTION TO JESUS--OR TO OUR BELIEFS?


Sometimes God just makes me laugh! The way He seems to orchestrate things, put things in order, or drive home a point--it’s amazing! This happened to me again, shortly after I posted my last blog. And wouldn’t you know it? It came once again through the insight of Oswald Chambers.

It has to do with one small part of what I quoted in my blog, about the difference between believing in GOD or believing our beliefs ABOUT God, and the line, “Jesus said, ‘Believe also in Me,’ not, ‘Believe certain things about Me.’” I delved into this a bit and tried to highlight the difference. Then on July 2, here’s what the day’s offering was in “My Utmost For His Highest” (emphases are mine):
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"If any man come to Me, and hate not . . . he cannot be My disciple." Luke 14:26, also 27, 33

If the closest relationships of life clash with the claims of Jesus Christ, He says it must be instant obedience to Himself. Discipleship means personal, passionate devotion to a Person, Our Lord Jesus Christ. There is a difference between devotion to a Person and devotion to principles or to a cause. Our Lord never proclaimed a cause; He proclaimed personal devotion to Himself. To be a disciple is to be a devoted love-slave of the Lord Jesus. Many of us who call ourselves Christians are not devoted to Jesus Christ. No man on earth has this passionate love to the Lord Jesus unless the Holy Ghost has imparted it to him. We may admire Him, we may respect Him and reverence Him, but we cannot love Him. The only Lover of the Lord Jesus is the Holy Ghost, and He sheds abroad the very love of God in our hearts. Whenever the Holy Ghost sees a chance of glorifying Jesus, He will take your heart, your nerves, your whole personality, and simply make you blaze and glow with devotion to Jesus Christ.

The Christian life is stamped by 'moral spontaneous originality,' consequently the disciple is open to the same charge that Jesus Christ was, viz., that of inconsistency. But Jesus Christ was always consistent to God, and the Christian must be consistent to the life of the Son of God in him, not consistent to hard and fast creeds. Men pour them selves into creeds, and God has to blast them out of their prejudices before they can become devoted to Jesus Christ.
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There it was again! “There is a difference between devotion to a Person and devotion to principles or to a cause.”

“Many of us who call ourselves Christians are not devoted to Jesus Christ.” “We may admire Him...respect Him...reverence Him, but we cannot love Him.” “The Christian must be consistent to the life of the Son of God in him, not consistent to hard and fast creeds. Men pour themselves into creeds, and God has to blast them out of their prejudices before they can become devoted to Jesus Christ.”

This really caught my attention. It seemed like I was on to something, which started in my last blog. So what does all of this mean? What is the difference that Oswald is trying to make in these statements? How does this play out in our lives, individually and as church congregations? Here are some of my musings about this:

--I wonder how much of the struggle, division, and fracturedness that seems to be present in many Christian churches today is just because of the beliefs, creeds, and “outer issues” that believers push and demand and challenge one another with.

--I wonder how much of our culture’s aversion to the Church and to Christianity today is a result of the energy and attention we inside the Christian faith give to “being right” in our theologies and doctrines, rather than pouring that energy and attention into concern and love for people.

Ever hear this quote? “Being kind is more important than being right.” Or perhaps, in the words of Scripture, “I desire mercy, not sacrifice” (Matt. 12:7) and “Mercy triumphs over judgment.” (James 2:13)

--I wonder how much of our good intentions to study Scripture, make church a priority in our lives, and to be good Christians is really about lining ourselves up with a correct Christian ideology (evangelical, fundamentalist, liberal, literalist, etc.) or with a particular denomination (Lutheran, Baptist, Catholic, Presbyterian, Covenanter, etc.).

As I reflected on the implications of Oswald’s distinction, it became obvious that most if not all of the disagreements and squabbling that goes on in churches is over ideas, beliefs, expectations, expressions of faith, personal perspectives, maintaining past preferences, traditions, and habits--again, stuff about our convictions and beliefs ABOUT God and ABOUT our faith (how we practice it, how we understand it, how compelled we are to be “right”) rather than in God Himself. This made me wonder:

--What would it look like if we who claim to follow JESUS (not beliefs, creeds, ideas ABOUT Jesus) made this our only priority, living it out in our ordinary, everyday, where-the-rubber-hits-the-road, real lives?

--What if we kept our convictions and opinions and perpsectives as “sidebars” in our lives and simply spoke and acted and lived in accordance with the message and model of Jesus?

--What if we focused on people, with all of their imperfections, faults, hidden sins, issues, not-like-us appearances, and with intentionality just cared about, accepted, and loved them?

I imagined what this scenario might look like in my own church. I wondered how congregations might be different if people embraced this way of “being church” instead of the current patterns and models that seem to typify American Christianity.

It would be terribly disruptive! It would certainly be extremely hard, for there would always be some individuals who would resist, who just couldn’t make the shift, who would even declare this mode of faith wrong, weak, compromised, or unrealistic. It would also mean doing something else that Oswald often highlights: engaging our wills! Purposefully and intentionally going against what is easy, natural, our habits, our prejudices, and so forth and, instead, willfully choosing to live and act and even believe differently. More in harmony with the “good, pleasing, and perfect will” of God Himself (Romans 12:2).

All of this kept percolating inside of me, and I had to get it out. I decided to share it with the guys in my small group, so Ed, Wade, Gary, and Bob received an email from me, recounting this amazing devotional and my spinning out of the implications of this careful distinction Oswald Chambers makes.

Their responses were almost instantaneous--and certainly hit a nerve with every one of the guys! They said: “You can’t be more honest than this! God bless you for your thoughts and insight. [This clarifies] the challenges we face to make significant change.” And this: “Holy cow, Dan! You not only hit the nail on the head but you drove it clean through the 4x4!” I know my belief in Jesus has been more about understanding who and what He was rather than developing that deep personal and intimate relationship with Jesus and how He lived His talk and walk. Daily the Holy Spirit is revealing to me and giving me a hunger to be someone different.” Or this: “I think you’re absolutely right, Dan. We get too caught up in STUFF to simply worship GOD.” Also this: “I feel like we have been stuck in carrying on the principles, creeds, and practices we have learned all these years.

It hasn’t been enough about learning and loving who Jesus Christ is, but about the “do’s and don’ts” of how we interpret the teachings and principles left to us. I want to live for Jesus!”

What do you say? How would you delineate the difference between being devoted to a person--Jesus--and being devoted to beliefs, principles, creeds, and causes?

I’d love to hear from you, so once again: “The comment line is open...”